Ylan’s Refuge

Every time i visit the clinic at the office, i usually have my blood pressure taken and have my weight checked. More often than not, i would not believe what the weighing scale would give me. I would always ask the nurse if it’s calibrated. I would even blame the add-on weight of my shoes and clothes. Yup, i’m in denial. I couldn’t accept the fact that i’m way over my normal weight. Last Monday, i went to a private clinic. That gave me an opportunity to check my weight again using a different machine. I was happy that i weigh about two pounds less than what i would get in the clinic at work. The difference is quite negligible, so i might just as well accept the fact that i probably need the help of diet pills right now. Or probably not? I should maybe just stick to proper eating habits and do some exercise. All these whining leads to nothing because i am lazy! Tsk. I already took from the dungeons my exercise paraphernalias hoping i’d be motivated to exercise when i see them. Hmnn it’s been settling for a week now, untouched. You infer.